I think therefore I am.

What if you're poor today and you become rich tomorrow? You'd be the same person, except with a lot more money. Your decisions would be just as dumb and you'd be forced to learn the realities that come with handling a lot of money. If you were deserving of a lot of money, you would already have it - because you would know exactly how to go about making it. You are currently in the process of building experience to know how to go about building that wealth. And if you're sure the money is going to come, why not just start living your life today as if you're already rich? You won't care as much about material things because you would have tried it all and the same people you want to impress will appear as nothing more than insecure little flies. Truthfully its the simple things that will end up mattering more, so start living like it.

Yes, it's important not to blow your savings, but it's necessary to remind ourselves occasionally why we work so hard in the first place. Fly to somewhere you've always wanted to visit, treat yourself to an experience you've been wanting. These things I've found supply myself and others with motivation to keep pushing towards our goals. It also allows you to become a more sophisticated individual who is able to speak on more topics in high quality conversations. Your sophistication should be ever growing as you make a conscious effort to expose yourself to more people, places, languages and cultures. You will unconsciously absorb it all and grow to become an endlessly interesting person.

An "adult" is defined by a chronological age that varies around the world. If we were to define an adult based on what our real life expectations are, it would have to do more with the gaps in awareness. A child may touch a hot stove because they don't know better, but you won't because you're "aware" it would burn you. A child might say something mean to someone under the influence of emotions, but you might be aware that the person may be going through a tough time, take time to process your thoughts and confront them at a better time. There are many legal adults who are still very much children in the real sense. You don't need years of experience to surpass them. Read books, watch YouTube, ask real questions to real people who've lived the experience you're trying to gain. Simultaneously you must study yourself like a science. Know what makes you mad, sad, happy and come up with formulas to manage your emotions. We're not that complicated. Master this and a whole new world opens up to you. 

Once you understand that you - and I don't mean your physical body, but rather your consciousness/soul/spirit or whatever you want to call it, is a sort of energy, then you can appreciate that you are actually "eternal" since energy cannot be created or destroyed, only transformed. This means you won't cease to exist after this life. Your consciousness is on a journey and this is simply a part of that road, and by having a physical form, your consciousness is now tied to physical experiences. Many of those experiences will be pain unfortunately, but "That's just life". Life really is pain and everything becomes so much easier once we accept this. I am not Buddhist, but there are teachings from their religion that explain this well. 

Since we are energy, we tend to be attracted to people with similar energies (law of attraction in physics) so we can experience resonance (constructive interference - physics again). This might sound crazy at first, I'll admit it, but if you analyze everything down to the quantum level, all of a sudden it makes perfect sense. The disconnect is usually the knowledge. Deepen your understanding of waves in physics and it will come together beautifully. Since like energies attract and the attraction becomes greater as mass increases (Newton's law) your consciousness will be attracted to a large mass (yes energy has an effective mass) similar in nature. Simply put, if you're a "good" person, you will go where a "good energy" is - even after death ("Heaven"?). Naturally, the same will go for negative energy - is that what they call "Hell"? No idea.  So the more good you do during  this very short journey and more positive experiences you create for yourself, the more attracted you will be to that concentration of "goodness" after you "move on". So yes, enjoy this life, but dedicate yourself to spreading some kind of love or joy. You will no doubt be fulfilled both here and after. 

  Try your best to step outside of anything that polarizes people, because they can be used as tools of control. That made me sound like a right winged conspiracy theorist, but trust me I'm not political. I personally do it to people all the time when I want to have fun so imagine how the ultra rich laugh at you, as the masses bicker over politics and religion. Try to view things objectively and unlearn all indoctrinations - this includes religion. I completely left behind religion, having grown up religious and through my own will and studying, re-discovered a greater existence. Even the use of the word "God" now feels too limiting after finding out what it really is. "Existence & creation"  itself would be more accurate, but that's probably harder to wrap your head around. Deities were likely just visualization techniques used to establish better connection and even the clasping of your hands is something similar to mudras used to complete the circuitry of energy flowing through your body.  I study all religions because they paint a beautiful picture when combined, but  seem to only separate us when viewed apart - which is quite unfortunate. This makes me sound like an obsessed super religious nerd, but I'm actually not. You can still be cool, hot, quirky and intelligent if you choose to be. If you think it, you can be it.

Pros of learning:

• It keeps you young
• Life becomes easier to navigate
• Augmented confidence

Cons of learning:

• Your circle gets smaller, because your conversations elevate
• You'll lose your old self to progress

 That title might sound hipster to you and I would agree, but if something works, it just does. Now don't just go sit down, close your eyes and say "Ohmm" aimlessly like this some kind of anime film. There are actual concrete steps to doing this CORRECTLY. Research techniques on YouTube and the internet for more, but let me give you a quick breakdown of how to "Unlock your third eye", and I put that in quotes because up to this point, it's still somewhat metaphorical for me. I still have a ton to learn too, but here are steps:

• Find somewhere quiet
• Focus all your "energy" where your pineal gland is (between eyebrows)
• Visualize some kind of light at that spot
• Allow yourself to fall into the light
• If you're doing it correctly, you will feel like shapeless energy (you won't even feel physical touch)
• You will feel connected to everything around you and all your made up problems won't matter anymore
• You'll have a new appreciation for life and all things living
• At first it will feel like a dumb waste of time, but if you keep at it and it works, you'll be mind blown

Slowly, you'll start to understand that we really do live in a "matrix" and most of what we believe in is made up. Meditation isn't necessary to see this, it's just that we've been brainwashed our whole lives to follow these systems without asking questions so it takes thinking outside the box to unlearn them. This world tries to hide you away from realities, but when faced with them we have no choice but to stop the pretense and confront them head on: birth, death, natural disasters, joy, pain, loss, etc. Everything outside of these real things are concepts we made up and have kept feeding into and unfortunately passed down to new lives. Meditation helps you reconnect with all these natural occurrences. It's wonderful.

I don't like the idea of religion because it limits you to the teachings of that one group. This is coming from someone with a religious background. I ventured off on my own and found that the real truth can be found by piecing all religions together, and following any single major religion blindly will limit you. I won't say they'll completely "mislead" you because none of them are "wrong", but I prefer having the whole picture. Read the section above I wrote on "Higher Purpose" to see how science can prove our eternality, and thereby a greater existence. Religions suck at proving things to those who've never experienced the "supernatural".  Many religions teach similar values, but the made up rules are what differentiates them and that would confuse and turn off any normal person who values freedom. Think of religion as guidelines for the journey, because following any of them actually gets you to the same destination - albeit the journey will be less fun. I have literally come across religious people who refuse to ask questions and push boundaries, solely out of fear. If that's not narrative control, I don't know what is. My words would likely trigger the religious person, but make more sense to the atheist - who are more enjoyable to chat with anyways - so forget religion if it leaves a bad taste in your mouth, forget indoctrinations, and believe in science if nothing else! 

Growing up I noticed "Adults" act "old", the conversations they have are "old", and even their interests become "old" and boring. The same thing has begun to happen to people in my age group (mid 20s currently). This is being written in 2024 for reference. The reason why we remained "fun" all the years prior is because we were seen as "children" and our purpose was to learn and grow. The minute you are no longer labeled a child, you shift your mindset and plateau yourself. That is absolutely unacceptable for me. I urge everyone to continue learning and growing. Friedrich Nietzche (one of my favorite philosophers)  described our existence as "the rope between animal and superhuman". Aim to become a superhuman.  Remain a child at heart and a student of life. The term "Adult" is made up. The "Adult" age varies around the world. Anything not constant across existence is a social construct that people like you and I decided on. Leave the old way of doing things with your parents. We know better so let's improve on the model. Aim to be the sexiest, most intelligent, sophisticated version of yourself. They'll call you a deviant and that's exactly what you need to be in order to save yourself from being 50 years old, fat, uninteresting and full of regrets. Forget about how people define you and live by your own definitions. 

There is always balance in the universe. The belief that "Bad things always happen to me", "Evil is real", "Life is pointless" will solidify into your reality if you let those thoughts snowball. You must remember that like energies attract so negative thoughts will invite more negativity. For example, you got fired from your job and you're angry, so you tell someone who cares about you to "F*ck off", and they take it personally and now that relationship is ruined. The snowballing is what gets you. We must understand that balance is real, and that for every negative occurrence, there is a positive one that awaits us. When a "Negative wave" presents itself, simply let it happen and have no thoughts. Be in a completely hopeless, neutral state. Never hope! Hoping invites only pain. Simply KNOW that there will be better after the bad, and when a "Positive wave" presents itself, make the absolute most of it. Lose yourself in it like there's no tomorrow, because life wants you to have it. Eventually, the negative and positive becomes more distinct. People who don't live like this will find that the two are mixed so they are in a constant state of anxiety about what could go wrong next. Once this practice of balance becomes the norm for you, your joys will be greater but the same will apply to your sorrow. For example, you might spend more time with people you love forming deeper, more meaningful relationships, but your mourning when you lose them will leave you broken for some time. I personally prefer that over living your life worrying about the smallest sh*t constantly.

Remember, none of us can escape balance.

"Manifestation" sounds fairy-talesque and like something poor people say when they are too lazy to act, but I'm just using it for lack of a better word.  Your realities are indeed a reflection of your internal state once you look at everything on a quantum level. You unconsciously attract the things you think about over time. The key to winning is making the unconscious, CONSCIOUS. The only difference between you and another existence that might SEEM better off is TIME, because it takes time for these things to happen. Things take time because the world we live in is a physical one and action must be taken to literally get things moving. See my "Physics of Life" explanation below for clarity on this. So theoretically, if the world was just broken down into energies, we could attract what we want with our minds/consciousnesses. Knowing this, all actions we take must be accompanied with the manifestation of success. You must very literally think to yourself "I will accomplish this no matter what" every time you set out do something, and match those thoughts with actions/effort of the same caliber. You'll be an even more dangerous force if you are taking actions in alignment with the "Shape of your soul". See my written section below on the "Shape of your soul" if that wording sounds like made up BS. 

 We must remember that we live in a physical realm and not one that is purely "spiritual" (of energy). If that was the case, you could just sit on your ass all day, think and everything you want would magically appear by the law of attraction. Since this is a physical world, we must remember Newton's 2nd law of motion: "An object at rest remains at rest, or if in motion, remains in motion". Therefore, by the laws of physics, if you sit around and do nothing, you will accomplish nothing, but once you take action and get things to keep happening, then by Newton's second law, momentum will take care of the rest. The part that breaks us initially is the inertia at the very beginning. This would be the failures where you experience an equal and opposite reaction (Newton's 3rd law) on your first few tries, but once newton's second law of motion kicks in and momentum takes over, everything becomes easier. Stop looking at life through the lens that was taught to you by the systems that are in place. Perceive it through an objective, concrete, scientific lens and what you must do becomes easier.  If you made it through all that and know nothing about physics, then pretty sure you're just left confused right now. Point is, keep pushing to achieve your goals relentlessly while believing in them and you can have confidence that something (whatever that is) will get going.

We are all unique individuals. Even as we manage to number in the millions, every individual somehow manages to have a unique soul/consciousness. I think of these souls as amorphous (to allow for change over time), but tilted in different directions - which is what gives them their prime uniqueness. Again, this is just how I visualize it, and I call this "Tilt", the "Shape of one's soul". Some people are fortunate enough to "Lean into" the shape of their soul while alive and managed to "Find their purpose". They would have achieved great things, seemed obsessed with spreading some kind of message and lost themselves to their craft: Bob Marley, MLK, Michael Jackson, Jesus (who was an actual historical figure), Elvis Presley and even evil ass Hitler (maybe things would have been different with some guidance). We are all capable of doing this, but often we externalize our happiness (concerts, movies, clubbing, etc.) and shy away from searching inside ourselves for answers. The answers we find might make us sound a little crazy to "normal" people, but from one crazy person to another, we'll completely get and welcome you. After your mind is opened, there's no going back and you'll seek to only be around people just as passionate and beautiful as you are. Other presences will feel stifling, and should you avoid your calling, your life will feel almost torturous.

 We are all capable of leaning into our souls (see section above for what this means) and becoming amazing at something, but the world currently only allows for a select few to shine since the avenues are somewhat unidirectional and limiting, likely done on purpose starting centuries ago to benefit a handful of people. At first it might sound crazy, like a lot of stuff I write on here, but when you put yourself in the shoes of these....let's call them "Elites" for the heck of it, then you can see how easy it would be to control entire lives given enough money and influence. Think about how easily you believed everything adults told you growing up, and even now you so readily accept all news that's put out there. Frankly if you pay the right (or wrong) person enough money with big enough promises, you could easily sneak in bits and pieces of falsified information to the public - not a whole lot, just enough to get the wheels spinning in the direction you desire. Point is, mass manipulation is easier than you'd think. Think of everyone as people and don't glorify roles or central entities like governments. Very easily, it could be you in any of those roles one day (and look how silly and easily corruptible you are haha). Not saying it happens, but hey, why couldn't it? Regardless, try stepping outside of what you know and search for the "Shape of your soul". This life is a tiny little pit stop after all, so just play the made up game until we can be our absolute best selves for the ride. 

First off, I'll admit this is the one thing I'll say in this section that's a bit out there, but I like to have fun so without further adieu: 

In my "Shape of your soul" section, I mentioned a few historical figures who "leaned into their soul", but I also noticed their lives were all cut short somehow. Some examples: Bob Marley, MLK, Michael Jackson, Jesus (who was an actual historical figure), Elvis Presley and Hitler (although his actions were starkly different from the rest to say the least).These figures were somewhat eternalized by dying early. I don't really believe in coincidences anymore, but it seems to be a trend for great historical figures (bad or good) to "Die before their time". We tend to remember trauma more than good things throughout history and even during our short lives, so as for the figures who spread positivity, does it helped that they died "early" for us to remember them?  As for Hitler, he would have been remembered regardless likely due to his career being built on creating trauma - so not as difficult to figure out I guess, but I don't have an actual answer for the others yet. Workings of the universe? Actual coincidence? Who knows. Maybe it's always having an unknown that makes life interesting and worth living.